I feel like
November was a good month for me. I had
a breakthrough in terms of both my moving and my understanding of the work we’ve
been doing.
The month
began with workshops with Jenna Hubbard and Park Hill School. As part of Movement Studies 1, the first
years had to teach a small group of children.
I was invited to also take part in this because my final project is
teaching based and it was a way for me to make some links with the teacher and with
the possibility of working with her class for my final project. After spending the morning with the children,
in particular the group of 5 boys I was working closely with, I found it had an
effect on my moving for the rest of the day.
That afternoon, I had studio class with Katye and I felt quite disconnected
from the moving we were doing. I wrote
in my journal “I want to be back in my body” and phrases such as “feel my body”,
“stretch”, “move fully”, “move like me” and “I am a dancer”. I spent most of
the session trying to regain a sense of self and how I usually move. I also found myself trying to lose the sense
of having fun and being child-like and to become a 21 year old dance student
again. Towards the end of the session,
we had to travel across the space speaking to a partner about our moving. I found myself embracing the playfulness of
the children I had been working with earlier that day and I was saying “I have
a body. I am a body. It likes to move. I like to move. Stretch.
Play. Bounce”. This sense of play is something I have
continued to notice in my studio classes this month particularly in Katye’s
class and improvisation with Polly.
I feel
like I’ve taken in a lot of information this month, especially in Natalie’s
classes. In Experiential Anatomy, we’ve
moved on from The Navel Radiation and have been working with the Mouthing
Pattern and the Pre-spinal Pattern and have been introduced to the Spinal Yield
and Push Pattern. The Mouthing Pattern
is one pattern that I struggle with. I
understand the concept of it but I find it difficult to experience it in my
moving. The Pre-spinal Pattern is much easier
for me to experience in myself. I really
enjoy working with a soft spine. I feel
like one movement is pouring into another and it is all fluid and relaxed. Some notes from my journal say, “Moving in a
way that is comfortable for my body yet still pushing it” and “Relaxed but
alert body”.
Towards
the end of the month, we have been beginning to explore the Spinal Yield and
Push Pattern. This pattern took a while
for me to get my head around. I wrote in
my journal about understanding it in my head but not always felling it in my
body. This is something I want to
explore more in the last few weeks of term in December.